st9pfuckingf9ll9wingmealready:

WHY AM I D9ING THESEI D9N’T WANT T9 D9 THESE
AM I IN L9VE? AM I IN HATE? F9REVER AND ALWAYSTHR9UGH DAYDREAM-FILLED NIGHTS, THR9UGH NIGHTMARE-FILLED DAYSTHERE’S ALWAYS TH9SE F9R WH9M I HAVE PITY, TH9SE WH9M I IDEALIZETHERE’S ALWAYS TH9SE F9R WH9M I HAVE EMNITY, TH9SE WH9M I DESPISE.MANY I LEFT 6EHIND IN LIFE, AND… AND 9NE IN DEATHN9NE I SHALL DRAW CL9SE T9 WHETHER 9R N9T I CAN DRAW 6REATH.
A69UT A SWEEP, 9R G9ING 9NTHE NIGHT 9F THE C9NDESCE’S SHIP’S MALFUNCTI9NTHE H9UR THAT THE C9NDESCE WAS AT LAST G9NETHE MINUTE 9F VICT9RY F9R 9UR REV9LUTI9NTHE SEC9ND I KNEW THAT WE HAD W9NMY LIPS MET F9R A SPIRITED 6ITWITH THE TR9LL I W9ULD HAVE CALLED MY MATESPRITAND THEN DID N9T MISS A KISSFR9M THE TR9LL I W9ULD HAVE CALLED MY KISMESIS“W9ULD HAVE CALLED” IF I HADN’T 6EEN ANGELSPAWNAND N9W I AM G9NE AND THEY G9 9N
MY AGE CANN9T 6E GUESSED CLEANIT’S S9MEWHERE 6ETWEEN TWENTY AND FIFTEENI DIDN’T START TRACKING SWEEPS TIL A DECADE AG9AND SINCE I D9N’T KN9W 9THERS WITH 6L99D LIKE MEAND C9NSEQUENTLY H9W L9NG IT TAKES ME T9 GET THR9UGH PU6ERTYS9 I D9N’T REALLY KN9WI C9MPARED T9 THE AGE 9F AN ANGELSPAWN HERE AND WHEN 9UR EYES TURNED REDAND THINK I WAS MAY6E A69UT NINETEEN; AND N9W I’M UNAGING AND DEAD.

Reblogging for posterity my own reference later. And for anyone interested.
Jegus’s age may or may not actually be 19; that’s just what he guesstimated it is based on conversations with another Sufferer roleplay account. But it is indeed between 15 and 20.
Similarly, his aforementioned post-death object of quadrant affections is roleplay-only and has nothing to do with BtSDLb.

st9pfuckingf9ll9wingmealready:

WHY AM I D9ING THESE
I D9N’T WANT T9 D9 THESE

AM I IN L9VE? AM I IN HATE? F9REVER AND ALWAYS
THR9UGH DAYDREAM-FILLED NIGHTS, THR9UGH NIGHTMARE-FILLED DAYS
THERE’S ALWAYS TH9SE F9R WH9M I HAVE PITY, TH9SE WH9M I IDEALIZE
THERE’S ALWAYS TH9SE F9R WH9M I HAVE EMNITY, TH9SE WH9M I DESPISE.
MANY I LEFT 6EHIND IN LIFE, AND… AND 9NE IN DEATH
N9NE I SHALL DRAW CL9SE T9 WHETHER 9R N9T I CAN DRAW 6REATH.

A69UT A SWEEP, 9R G9ING 9N
THE NIGHT 9F THE C9NDESCE’S SHIP’S MALFUNCTI9N
THE H9UR THAT THE C9NDESCE WAS AT LAST G9NE
THE MINUTE 9F VICT9RY F9R 9UR REV9LUTI9N
THE SEC9ND I KNEW THAT WE HAD W9N
MY LIPS MET F9R A SPIRITED 6IT
WITH THE TR9LL I W9ULD HAVE CALLED MY MATESPRIT
AND THEN DID N9T MISS A KISS
FR9M THE TR9LL I W9ULD HAVE CALLED MY KISMESIS
“W9ULD HAVE CALLED” IF I HADN’T 6EEN ANGELSPAWN
AND N9W I AM G9NE AND THEY G9 9N

MY AGE CANN9T 6E GUESSED CLEAN
IT’S S9MEWHERE 6ETWEEN TWENTY AND FIFTEEN
I DIDN’T START TRACKING SWEEPS TIL A DECADE AG9
AND SINCE I D9N’T KN9W 9THERS WITH 6L99D LIKE ME
AND C9NSEQUENTLY H9W L9NG IT TAKES ME T9 GET THR9UGH PU6ERTY
S9 I D9N’T REALLY KN9W
I C9MPARED T9 THE AGE 9F AN ANGELSPAWN HERE AND WHEN 9UR EYES TURNED RED
AND THINK I WAS MAY6E A69UT NINETEEN; AND N9W I’M UNAGING AND DEAD.

Reblogging for posterity my own reference later. And for anyone interested.

Jegus’s age may or may not actually be 19; that’s just what he guesstimated it is based on conversations with another Sufferer roleplay account. But it is indeed between 15 and 20.

Similarly, his aforementioned post-death object of quadrant affections is roleplay-only and has nothing to do with BtSDLb.

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    Reblogging for posterity my own reference later. And for anyone interested. Jegus’s age may or may not actually be 19;...
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